AM HOME!!

back to kuching.

home sweet home.

il be here from 10 Feb to 22nd Feb~ =D 12 long days!

i reached at 8am this morning. came back home 10 something then i slept like a pig~ hehehe. on my super comfy huge bed til just now 4something. wheeee. and it was raining. so u cant blame me as well.

4days time, CNY lu~~

and i didnt even shop for cny clothes. how sad. i only bought one casual dress. and thats it. hmmm~

in this 4 days im gonna shop shop shop. hahah if i have enough cash. hahah.

and nowwww im getting ready to go buy CNY fooooooood~ wheeee!!



will blog soon. more pictures. more updates. i hope.


loves~

untitled again.

i miss u but i cant really tell u. i dont like some things that you do but i cant tell u either. i know there are things that u dont like me doing too. i hate to think that u think of me of very annoying therefore i have to keep things to myself. i know this is impossible and its way out of plan but somehow i just wish. wish that you could understand. but everything seems like it doesnt matter to you. i dont even know if i can believe everything u said before. things that u said before with ur actions now are too different. am i different from before? can i trust everything that u have told me before? i doubt that u read this but .. i just feel .. very moody.

im not emo. im just feeling rather complicated and mixed feelings. and yes disappointed.



i cant actually tell this to anyone, the only place i can think of is here. those who knows yes please dont ask me again. those who dont know, please dont ask me either.

untitled.

i felt really disappointed. seriously. its a major one this time. never felt as disappointed as this before. well i should have known. it is too good to be true.

Pesta Ang Pow 2010

30th January 2010 was our PAP day (Pesta Ang Pow). it is held annually and this year, our batch was the one in charge. and ermm i dont know whos the pengarah for it but most of my friends are involved in this PAP thing and i actually thought they are siaoo when they first joined it cz they were like super busy rushing here there everyday meeting til late at night. but on the day itself when i saw them rushing here there, i can actually feel that its really fun doing these things. being involved in all this, we can only do this in our uni life, no? its best to get some experience. too bad my friends and i~ we decided to be the audience only. haahhaa.

i reached Chancellor Hall at 530pm sharp. wanted to queue up and get good seats, then i saw toby, he saw me and pulled me in with him to the hall. cz he was performing that night so he was allowed to be in the hall. the door only open at 630pm though. and i was in there at 530pm. thanks to toby. then asked him to pull sandy in as well. hahah but in the end we were shoo-ed away cz audiences were not allowed to be in there before the door was opened. = = too bad. anyway so we queued. ermm no actually i saw karen then she asked me whether do i wana cut queue or not haahaha. oopss.~

door was opened at .. i forgot what time. then there's these few china students standing behind me and once the door was opened, everyone from behind pushed and pushed to enter the hall o.O so inconsiderate and they pushed everyone till one of the girl fell down right next to me. HOW MEAN CAN THEY GET?? SO UNCIVILIZED MAN!! and u call urself a university student~

then we entered and got the seats we wanted. cant recall the performances, i only took some pictures cz im still a noob in using my cam and prolly it wasnt good enough so yeah i took some only.

the basketball dance~ not much moves just pretty outfits. i like their orange shirts ~

dong dong qiang~~~~ hehehe i love~!~

the fan dance~

my dear senior huang yu cheng and chen bo~ singing One Night in Beijing. the audiences was in awe~ hahaha superb performance. rock enough. :)

acrobats from China. damn geng~!

emmm our very own dancers~ duno what dance is that.

the only person that i took picture with that night. toby~ a friend from China. :)

dances was cool. toby and his team performed quite well, i recorded their performance but it was blur and people passing by = = made me pissed off. recorded some other performances too, the dancers from UITM was superb as well.

the emcees = = the main emcees are first years students i suppose. hmmmmm no comment.

ended about almost 12am~ went for supper with friends then reach home at almost 1am. only slept about 2hours that night. = = super tired.

my blog is so dead.

easily affected by things around me. my mood is affected and there goes my day~ felt a major disappointment. super major one.

im so hungry now. my Law exam is tomorrow, and ive only read few slides! what de? i need to read all the cases and do the tutorial work!! how am i gonna sit for my exam tomorrow?? and i have to go school by 4pm to help out with refreshments for tonight's combined cg. and tonight i wont have time to study .. unless i stay awake till tomorrow morning. yeah. thats my plan. okay set.

craps

this post is about craps and rants and about everything i can think of. rojak post. do X this page if it bores u. :)

i slept for 17 hours, after coming back from Kuching, this is the first time ive slept so long. else only get to sleep like 6 hours. minimum hours of sleep only 1 hour. but wheee i slept for 17 hours. i actually reached home at 7pm last night after my course AGM and then i went to bed at 8pm, expecting myself to wake up at around 11pm, alarms ON but lights off. my roomie wanted to sleep with the lights off, well she always want to sleep with the lights off but i HAVE TO sleep with the lights ON cz i cant sleep if the lights are off. yeah but last night we off the lights but door was left open, cz it was too dark and i cant sleep. haha. then i woke up around 2smth 3am and i thought i was gonna stay awake til the next morning but .. after facebooking for a while, i went back to sleep!!

and i slept til .... 1pm just now!! = = 17 hours of sleep. i totally wasted my 14 hours by sleeping. was supposed to wake up and do my assignments.. but .. lights was off, fan was max level 5, hide myself under my blanket which is super comfy = 17 hours of sleep.

anyway...

"Write out your feelings, especially if you're having a hard time expressing them face to face. You may surprise yourself and your partner with some small but vital element of your emotional side"

i got this scorpio horoscope on my facebook page yesterday. i was in the mood to blog about feelings though, but then i got lazy and i went to sleep. and now here i am to blog and cant remember what i wanted to blog about. sien.

i guess those who read my blog are like so sien of me complaining and ranting and of course being EMO. haha. well its just .. this is the only place that i can totally express what i feel without fan-ing other people and they might feel stressed or annoyed or irritated or whatever. so if you dont like reading what i write, u can always come back after a week or so when u think ive stopped being emo. hahaha. but please DO COME BACK. =D

its saturday already. i have 2 case studies to finish. one half done, another one pending. going for CG tonight, prayer CG. after CG, i need to finish off my case study dy = = haiz. i wana go 1 Borneo and walk walk again. haha.

mid term is in 2 weeks time!!

COMMERCIAL LAW 5TH FEBRUARY 2010

INTERNATIONAL HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT 6TH FEBRUARY 2010

oh sharks i need to study liao. midterm is very very important!! 2 subjects before CNY, rest after CNY.




laahhh i need to go shower liaooooo diana gonna fetch me at 545pm!! POOF!!

a day at 1 Borneo.

has made me poorer by RM100 :(

woke up at 12pm, sandy woke me up ehhehe. alarm was set at 10am and 1130am but i canceled both. :S then i kinda went back to sleep again hahah until 1230 i got up and took my bath like super fast, dried my hair then went to wait for bus. on the way jade texted me saying she's still fixing her lappie who died the day before yesterday and alive again yesterday. haha. so then i went to 1borneo first, walked around then i went to harris and read some mags to kill time while waiting for the princesses arrival =D


then when they came, we went to Pizza Hut wheeee went to momom pizza~~ was craving for it hehehe. thanks dearssss for accompanying me to makan. heheh. ordered meal 4, for 4 person, only the 3 of us hahah. and i forgotten to bring my cam :( so didnt take pics.

after eating, went to walk walk at .. i forgot where. went shopping yada yada tried out clothes this that. first we went F.O.S and i bought singlets AGAIN = = i bought 2 singlets 2 days ago, and today i bought another 2 singlets again! maaa RM32 for 4 singlets~ cheap though hehee.

4 singlets~ i have like .. 7-8 of that. different colours. haha. collection!

then we went to Daiso, RM5 for every item, cheap right? but once u have alot of things that u wana buy, then RM5 x 5 = RM25 .. getting more expensive. i actually took 4 items which cost me RM20, but i reduced it to 3, therefore i spent RM15 in Daiso. haiz.

some ding ding dang dang stuffs.

and then .. blame myself, i wanted to go MIZ. so we went. and i saw a bag. nice. i like! and its RM25.90!! although its of low quality and i suppose it will be spoiled in a month or so if i put heavy stuffs in it like i always do .. but .. its just too tempting!! hahah and so i bought it. :( so another RM25.90 gone.

the bag that caught my attention that made me poorer ~

then went to Giant and Guardian, grabbed some toiletries and poof another RM19 gone .. went to Old Town for shepherding and then i spent another RM13. there u go, the story of me spending a day at 1Borneo that made me poorer ~ RM110 gone. hmmm gonna diet for the rest of the month! hahah. im sooo overbudget!! sandy!! overbudget liaooo lets control!! hahaha. well hmmm for some of u, or maybe most of u might think that RM110 is nothing for u but for me its a really big deal loorr!! but anyway, spent dy. so theres no turning back. hahah.


and when i came back, my table was this messy. i mean it still is. everyday my table will be as messy as this!! hahah. and every night il always clean my table. every night. every morning the table will be messy, then at night when i come back il have to clean it. hahah. im so used to it. =D

the messiness of my table! mirror, containers, phone, usb, solution, bottle, bowls, fork spoon, food, accessories, books, specs, makeup stuffs, laptop. everything is on my table! as im typing this, my table is still in the same condition as ur seeing in the picture. hahaha. yet to clean it. :)

its week 4 now and zomg! 10 more weeks before final exam!!!!! poof!!

im back again. i think im getting more addicted to buying coloured contacts and bags and shoes~ bought my first 2 pairs of coloured contacts and im getting more. bought one new bag and i wana get more! heels coming soon! cz i dont see any nice ones in 1borneo and ive yet to go KK so heels .. postponed. oh no .. addiction is a bad bad bad bad thing!! especially for me as a student! no JPA, only PTPTN. :(


POOF AGAIN!

BOOK FAIR!!

super delayed post. the first week when we all came back to KK, we went out everyday. :D and on the first saturday, 090110 went to Suria Sabah for the first time since its grand opening in December. but now its still empty. only metrojaya is opened and some other lala~ shop.

entered Suria Sabah and first thing we saw was, BOOK FAIR!!! so we went and check it out. walao the books all cheap cheap one ehh. 3 for RM10, 3 for RM20, 3 for RM30. and etc etc lots more. but too bad im not SOOOOO into books so i kinda walked around, checked out some books and i started to get bored. but sandy n sylvia was like sooo syok and into the books = = then i was really bored and there were TOOOOO many books to check out one by one. when i say TOOO MANY it means reallyyyy reallyyy alot of books. almost uncountable for me. once i saw the books, my eyes go juling cz i cant stand to see sooo many books and if i were to buy it, i have to see one by one in details. = = no thank you.

BIGGEST BOOK FAIR!!

books...

more books~~

LOTSA BOOKS!!~

then i went to walk around in metrojaya. clothes section yada yada. expensive clothes hahah so i just walked around. then went to Black Queen, accessories! me like. bought earrings, one pair of super huge earrings that i always wear, only for RM3 soooo super freakingly cheap i tell u!! and pearl ear stud RM9. after i bought that, i kinda realised its a bit too big. :( so i didnt wear that pearl ear studs.

and so that marks the end of our book fair session. haha they bought 3 books for RM20. more shoppings to come!

i dont understand.

why u said those. why must u do those. mai du mai la. whats the point of saying those hurtful words that hurt other peoples feelings? whats wrong with you?

= =

still being an emo girl. today i went out to 1borneo. alone. at 630pm. on a rainy day. i walked out to wait for bus, it was already dark by 630pm. i woke up at 230pm and realised that i overslept. AGAIN!! was suppose to go for church cleaning at 2pm. but i woke up 230pm. haiz. so i went to 1borneo. sandy lingling n sylvia went 1b in d afternoon. didnt wait for me to go and they went back. = = so i went there alone lo. wanted to go kaikai. yeah so i reached 1borneo around 640pm. and walked around. went FOS and bought 2 singlets. haha i have different colours of that singlets. i love. then bought ermmmm pen? buns for tomoro. and .. ermm nevermind i cant remember. then i went giant and bought some junk food. went to mcd after that to da bao food for my brunch, dinner and supper. and rushed to wait for bus. went up the mini van. and the human sat next to me looked so hamsap and scary. he kinda .. ermmm i dont know how to describe.

that feeling is just scary and i just prayed that i can reach home asap and asked for God's protection. thank God i reached home safely. = = i know im stupid. haha even though i said im used to going back alone using mini van from 1b to IP at night, but theres still fear inside of me. and which i hoped theres someone who can accompany me back to IP. casandra bong :( i miss going 1b with youuu.

watched the spy next door. movie was great. for me at least. came back at 11smth. forgotten to bring my umbrella so i walked under the rain. thank God again that it was just drizzling and by the time i reached my house, the rain got heavier. thank God~

feeling kinda down right now. felt kinda .. emm disappointed on the things that i heard. but guess i should just leave it as it is. whatever will be, will be. it is God's will. i wont force or anything, just leave it to Him.

went to worship night last nite. thank God again, that i went. didnt want to go at first, cz i slept for 2 hours only. but ended up i went too. had a great time worshiping God~ and the song that always touched my heart.

Sentuh Hatiku

BETAPA KUMENCINTAI
SEGALA YANG T'LAH TERJADI
TAK PERNAH SENDIRI JALANI HIDUP INI
SELALU MENYERTAI

BETAPA KUMENYADARI
DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI
KAU SLALU MEMBERI RANCANGAN TERBAIK
OLEH KARENA KASIH

REFF :
BAPA, SENTUH HATIKU, UBAH HIDUPKU
MENJADI YANG BARU
BAGAI EMAS YANG MURNI
KAU MEMBENTUK BEJANA HATIKU

BAPA, AJARKU MENGERTI SEBUAH KASIH
YANG SELALU MEMBERI
BAGAI AIR MENGALIR
YANG TIADA PERNAH BERHENTI



God really gives the best plan in our lives because He loves us, maybe we may not know what is it now, but hmm just uphold everything into His hands for His plans for us is to prosper us but not to harm us.

teach me to have a loving, giving heart. teach me to be have more of You in me and less of myself. change me, Lord.

life.

have u ever caught in a situation where u have to be honest, knowing that the person who will receive the news will be hurt? but theres nothing else that u can do but to tell them about it? some may think that, oh well u can just lie to them. since its just white lie and its to actually meant to not make them feel bad. but dont u think lying will be worse, when the person gets to know the real truth and they didnt get it from you, and all u said was just lies?

personally for me, even if the truth hurts for other people, i just have to be honest. i cant lie, really. whatever people asked me, il just answer the truth without going through my brain to process whether or not to speak less truthfully. and sometimes i think that im stupid for being too honest.

how can one be so selfish? i cannot understand this at all. i know im selfish too, but not til that extend. im feeling really disappointed now. i understand, everyone must have selfishness in themselves in order to achieve things that they want. but, doing it the wrong way is just too wrong.

i realised that being too straightforward isnt such a good thing anyway. guarding our speech is the most important thing ever. u may not know who u may hurt by ur words, even though u may not realise it but those around you definitely realised it. im too straightforward and just say everything blindly without processing through my brain. well i guess il have to change this bad habit of mine.

do unto others what u want others to do unto u. im trying to live with this sentence to guide me in my daily life. i may have been a bad friend, bad family member, bad girl friend, and whatever bad that u can think of, but im really praying to God that he will guide me to change my bad attitudes. i certainly do not want to be hated and wouldnt want myself to be too selfish.

being selfless is really tough. u have to quit being selfish in order to become selfless. u cant have both. or probably u can stuck in the middle, like me. i just cant understand all this. sigh. this .. is something .. only God will understand. i will just keep this matter between me and Him.

and all this is part of life.


p/s: ive been posting emo stuff for the past few days. sigh when will this emoness leave? and somehow i just felt really really stressed, but i cant really tell why do i feel like that, cz i myself dont know. sigh Lord please help me.

untitled.

God let all these happen for a reason. though i may not know what is the reason yet and all i get from these.. are nothing but just making me feeling more stressed. but, everything happens for a reason. oh Lord i uphold everything into Your hands. let You decide. i can only plan and hope. and wait for Your answer.

studies are getting tougher. more efforts should be put in at this moment. no more playing, no more last minute. i hope. i have no other ways but to just leave it as it is.

moody.

am in an emo mood. im hungry. didnt eat since last night. well if u consider biscuits as eating then yeah i ate dy. im sick of eating actually. have no idea what to eat. so il just dont eat. no mood to eat. hungry but dont feel like eating. im going to bed now hopefully il wake up at 6am tomorrow for my class at 8am. then i wont have to wake up middle of the night to worry on what to eat. yes please. let me sleep more. then i can think less. thinking, not being able to reveal and show. pretending like everything is normal and not being what u want to be/how u want to be. one word = SUCKS.

maybe~

did i took the wrong step? did i made the wrong decision? did i fall into the wrong place?

maybe .. if i had done it the other way, all these wouldnt happen. now, im the one suffering. or maybe others are suffering too. do u feel the same way as i do? cz whatever u said and things that u do are the opposite. maybe, if i didnt agree to all these, it wouldnt happen. it is my fault that all these has happened. i agreed to all these. i let myself to fall into all these things. i made this decision.

what should i do next? should i just give up? or should i just follow the flow and just pretend like nothing is happening at all?


sigh oh Lord please help me.

i feel so hurt and my mind is in a complicated mode. i have to put on a mask to cover the real things that are happening now. not being able to reveal things are the most difficult thing ever.

feelings?

what are my feelings now? how do i feel now?

this feeling that im having now, its making me sick. i hate how i feel now. im hungry now, gonna have gastric soon, but i dont feel like eating. and i cant sleep. is this why im feeling this way? is this the reason why i cant eat nor sleep? and my heart n mind feels so .. complicated and .. i have no idea how to describe it. i feel insecure. am i really falling? is this just what everyone will feel? or am i slowly increasing the level in this? im wondering. really. should i trust? or should i not. what should i do? what should i feel? what can i do? I WAS WONDERING AND IM WONDERING AND IM GONNA BE WONDERING ABOUT IT.

bah just leave it the way it is.


guess im feeling a little bit emo now.

aloha~~

im a happy girl~ haha

i went to reformat my lappie on 31/12/09 back to XP, went to saberkas. actually mine was Vista but then wanted to upgrade it to Win7 so i asked a friend to help but unfortunately, he helped me to fix it twice, still had some problems with it. prolly my lappie prob i suppose. so i decided to downgraded it to XP again. and got back my lappie on 1/1/10 wheeee. so called new lappie. hahaha. then i went shopping after getting back my lappie cz i parked so damn high about level 5 i think. so it would be a waste if i just go there to get my lappie without shopping, right?~ yeaps so i went there about 2pm, went back home at 5pm. i have no idea what did i do there for so long. haha.

on 2nd january, my parents' wedding anniversary~ yeyy~ went to dinner at Bangkok Thai Restaurant sooo yummy and tummy was like .. BLOATED!!

oh and i slept only 2hours the night before. was watching luo zhi xiang's drama 海派甜心 aka Hi my sweetheart.

show luo with rainie yang~

story goes like this, Xue Hai was a certifiable dork when he first arrived in Shanghai. After his schoolmate Bao Zhu saved him from bullying, she became his first love. Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact when she moved back to Taiwan. He thought she dumped him. So he transformed himself from a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge.

rainie is like Mike He aka he jun xiang in Devils Beside You. she is the devil in this drama. this drama is soooo freaking nice i tell uuu~ but i have no idea why is the rating so low. hmmm. this drama made me laughed like mad, and cried too. its a really nice drama!! and plus, the da lang~ da lang~ da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang~~ thing made me laughed sooo much. hahaha the pink panther song. highly recommended!


and im also watching this drama. 下一站, 幸福aka Autumn's Concerto. wheeee vanness is sooo cool~ i used to really love him when i was in form 1 i think. was crazy over him for like few years. hahaha. thanks to F4. only like him in F4, the rest, blehhh~

vanness wu~

and the story goes like this: Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng.

~yeah nice drama eh? although all the storyline of TW dramas are the same. hahaha love story yeah i like and also they must have an evil mother. this is a very different drama from Hi My Sweetheart. this is more serious, towards romance whereas Hi My Sweetheart is a comedy drama, also into romance but its so damnn funny. well with Luo Zhi Xiang, how can it NOT BE FUNNY?? haha

hmm yeah back to my daily updates. today i went shopping with my mom, to India Street! haha quite a long time dy i didnt go there. so yeah wanted to get some cheap clothes so i went there. ended up i bought jeans. grey coloured one. hmm i quite like it. freaking tight cz its skinny jeans haha but i like it. and also i got a new baby =D =D

nikon S230 purple colour~ i like the design, plus it has 3.0 inch touch screen! heheh i likee touch screen. but then i searched online for the reviews and about 90% of it are bad reviews. poor picture qualities and such. ive yet to develop the pictures so i cant say anything yet. meh its okay, i dont need DSLR so this one is fine for me. =D i hope. must be! haha.

and so i packed my stuff just now and i just realised there are like soo many things that i wana bring back. ended up i stuffed everything in my luggage cz il be using MAS and its like 20kg, too bad i brought the small luggage, heaviest it can get still less than 15kg i think. i tried to weigh it just now and its only about 11-12kg. hmm. i brought back stuff less than 5kg, but bringing back a 10++kg luggage. whats inside? i have no idea. clothes perhaps. im bringing back new clothes to kk, gonna bring back those old ones back here during CNY.

oh and btw i also installed the Digi internet, as in RM5 per day is the maximum amount they will deduct from your prepaid. this is only for emergency use, eg no internet connection, or internet connection at home or where breakdown, i always have another alternative to online. heee. im happy!

uh huh yeah im coming back again in like 1 month! now leaving on 5th, im coming back again on the 10th! yeyyy haha.

oyea so yes i am a happy girl as u can read from the above why. haha. im going back to KK later in 5hours time. have to switch to nerd mode this semester!! else im gonna flunk terribly. i miss all my friends!! the girls!! haha.

well i better continue watching my drama now. dont think im gonna sleep dy cz gotta wake up at 6am. breakfast at 7am. then go to the airport. flight at 9am.

PLUS! im bringing back 40 bijiksss of siobees! TELL ME WHO ASKED ME TO TAPAUU??? haha everytime i go back to Sabah sure im gonna bring siobee along. heaviness!! but its ok. haha. oh and im gonna tapau kolo mee for sylvia too! forced me to bring something back from kuching for her cz she saw joann brought food from malacca. hahahah. KIASU U!~ sorry u cant eat the tomato mee. unfortunately, that will have to wait til u come here. its like super yummy weii!! plus the crispy mee. woohooo yummyness. haha

meh okay thats all for my 2nd post in 2010~ a longer one. heee. OH AND BTW AGAIN! wtf so many btw btw hahaha. i have like, 3 MORNING CLASSES THIS SEMESTER!! I AM SO DOOMED!!!

I CANNOT WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. PLEASE HELP I NEED ALARM CLOCK. NO, HUMAN ALARM!!

hahahaha 8am lagi!! goshhh super early ehh. but i hope we will have at least 2free days in a week. weekdays i mean. since now my class is like only for 3 days. yeah i hope it will maintain that way please. =D

okay seriously im gonna stop here. love to all~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

gosh its 2010 now. yesterday was 2009.

and

i was sick from 2009 to 2010. how sad.

and im still sick now.


fyi, i am still in kuching.

going back to KK on the 5th :(

BUT

COMING BACK KCH AGAIN ON FEB 10 wheeee =D


new year resolutions? hmm.

its hard to keep any of it. so il just keep it to myself and blog about it end of this year. :)

the last post of 2009~

what have i done in 2009? what have i achieved? well lets see what have i done in the year 2009.

JANUARY 2009

first day of chinese new year. cant really recall what happened back in jan feb. hahah pictures that i posted here are to help me to refresh my memory and recall back what did i do. =D

FEBRUARY 2009

this was at 1borneo. with sandy and jade, as usual. my buddies. =D after classes.

our first International Business night!

being the juniors, of course we didnt involve much in anything but we were in the sponsorship team, led by Francis == haha we had much fun but obviously sponsorship team will have to work extra hard to get the so called sponsorship or most people refer it to donations. and was not surprised with the result as we couldnt get much sponsors hahah cant blame us too, we were still young and noob in those. ahha.

dressed up nicely after rushing back from the stupid kokum, i can still remember what happened before the IB night. freaking lecturer wont let us go back earlier to prepare ourselves. and forced us to join the badminton tournament. =="

this was also in march. us again. during the pasar malam held at the stadium. cz we were raising funds for the sponsorship, for the IB night. had much fun ourselves. sold sweet corn but we kinda ate it ourselves too hahaha. main purpose was to enjoy ourselves obviously. =D

and us again. hahah this was taken when they told us to wear formal because we were supposed to take the "class photo" with the rest of our coursemates. so this was our so called formal clothes. not too formal eh? haha not professional looking at all!

APRIL 2009

with sandy. see my red face? haha whole body felt super hot after one tequila shot. had my first tequila shot at @mosphere.

MAY 2009

i went to labuan!! for the first time. haha thanks to munseng =D stayed in mercure hotel with the girls. after the 1st yr 2nd sem final exam. celebrated sandy's birthday and went to Lok Kawi Wildlife Park.

our super professional look! after our presentation. but me with my specs. uh no-no. lingling said i look like an insurance agent or smth. ish!

AUGUST 2009

first time riding banana boat!

first time to manukan island with the girls and guys~

the manukan trip was awesome. i tried snorkelling, but failed terribly. banana boat was super scary and i fell in the water, almost got drowned even with the life jacket on. had a freaking hard time getting up the boat. super mempersiasoikan myself.

OCTOBER 2009

went to our International Business family day at Kundasang for 2 days 1 night. wheee had so much fun!! and hang out with those from China, like seriously hang out. haha played games and talked and such. then got closer to them. yea so unexpected right? me this banana can communicate with those from China and their Chinese is soooo ching chong ching chong. there are times when i cant really understand because they speak kinda fast and their Chinese is kinda different from our Machin (malaysian chinese) haha. slowly i was able to catch up, improving my mandarin as well.

NOVEMBER 2009

first time joining MNC @ Putrajaya with my church members. hopefully il be able to join again this year. held annually. :)

first time to Kudat. the tip of Borneo! with the girls and of course Mr. Tecky who brought us there. heee. Sabah is a lovely place, lots and lots of places to visit!

me doing crazy stuff to jade. smelling her hair. hahhaha. =D this was after our final exams.

during the exam. was too stressed and so i tied my hair into 2 pony tails and snapped using totoshi's cam. haha

me with chong yen ling aka doraemon~ got closer to her in 2009 i forgotten why and how. hahah and now she always bully me :( but i thank her as she bring me around in her Gen2/Kancil. hehehe thank youuu =D

casandra aka bong~ pretty close to her this year because we spend time together, chewah almost like lovers dy. haha because she stays about 10houses away from mine, so yeah we hang out together.

and of course, MY BIRTHDAY!! well u can read my birthday post again if u want. click here.

and i also went to KL and spore for the first time in my life. hahah well yeah i know i sound so sakai but whatever, im not rich so yeah i finally been there. some of u might say, ugh its so boring and i went there like 100000000000 times already but whatever la. haha. and went to spore alone too!

DECEMBER 2009

had christmas celebration at home sweet home. all my sisters and my bro in law with rachel came back home =D greatest christmas ever!! and well that is the latest me, one week back.

that was the short summary of my 2009~

well, lets see. i have quite a few of 'first time' in 2009.

1) joining a badminton tournament

2) making sweet corn

3) first tequila shot

4) went to Labuan

5) went to Lok Kawi zoo

6) went to Manukan island

7) riding on banana boat

8) snorkelling

9) went to Kudat

10) joined MNC HOPE national convention

11) went to KL and Spore

12) went out of Malaysia by my own (eventhough its just the neighbouring country)

13) wore contact lenses

there, my 13 first time! haha. thats alot eh? 2009 has been a great year for me. although i had like 40% of sadness in 2009 and that includes something that most of us wouldnt want in life. i really thank God for the friends that He has sent to me, stayed by my side and always supporting me =D

those in the pictures above are those who had accompanied me throughout 2009 and has made my life in 2009 more colourful than ever. i love you guys lots! u know who you are heee. muakss.

2010 will definitely be a better year for me. HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES =)

*a smile will brighten up one's day~ live your life to the fullest everyday and do keep a smile on your face always*

311209

last day of the year. to welcome the new year, i changed my blog layout. im very satisfied with it, comparing to the previous one which i edited in a rush and turned out not so nice and kiddish instead.

u like my new layout? i do. hee. i even changed the font so that it wont be boring with the same old arial font. wheee =D

im gonna blog again later.

thoughts~

ive been wondering. am i going into the right direction? did i make the right decision? i know im right at this moment for not rushing but what will happen in the future? i hate to decide. i hate making decisions. i just hate it. how nice if we are able to read people's mind. and how nice if they can read ours too. without us having to tell them? but there are bad sides of that. sigh so i guess we can just bear with it and leave it as it is. one down, another one coming. shiats i cant be too specific cz by then everyone would know everything. u might not know who ur silent readers are, since my blog url is in my facebook. so better not reveal everything completely.

sigh. dear you, please tell me what should i do. 2010 is coming real soon. its d day after tomoro. today is already 30th. what are my new year resolutions this coming new year? i dont think ive kept any of my new year resolution this year. except that i did something i never did before.

i am having a tough time here. haiz. what should i do~ leave it as it is, follow the flow and just enjoy every single day? dont think too much of it? dont bother about what will happen tomoro?

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own" - Matthew 6:34

not worrying might end up hurting someone. == meh~ sickening.