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nowadays my mood has always been crazy. emo, moody, happy, emo, moody, happy. its easily affected.

so now im moody .. feeling emo?

i miss you.

too friendly..?

have you ever encountered a situation where someone is still new to you, and ur also new to them.. but somehow one party is being too friendly to the other one? its like, u hardly know them, prolly just met them for about twice? and he/she sort of like being very nice to u..

im not saying that you being treated nice is a bad thing. no. its just that, u would feel scared. prolly u know that they have no bad intention towards you, its just that they're being friendly. but personally i think that we should not rush into friendship/relationship. personally for myself, if i just got to know a person, i wouldnt rush to get to know more of them. instead i would just keep the distance and slowly get to know them. or probably for other people, they might think that if you keep the distance, people might think you dont have the initiative or your just not so sincere in becoming their friends.

hmm what am i saying here. not sure whether the one reading this understands what am i saying.. but im just stating my opinions here.

so i just feel that if one person is being too friendly/care too much, that equals to being kepo/busybody. but in my heart i know that he/she is just being caring and friendly.. but.. little part in me is afraid of that person who has been too friendly. and prolly if im the one being scared, i would end up avoiding the 'too friendly person' and thus, this would create ackwardness. no? the person wouldnt know why did u avoided him/her and only u urself and God knows why did u do that..

so.. being too friendly and unfriendly .. both are wrong. we must know when to be friendly and which level of friendliness that we should have towards people.

for myself, i admit im never friendly to the new ones that i have just met. its really cz i am shy and i cant start a conversation first. and i dont want people to feel how people may feel when people are being too friendly to them. therefore, i am only being super friendly to those that i think that are close enough with me.

and i do have "face problem" as in when people look at me, they would think im a stuck up or haolian o whatever but seriously im not!! its just that im shyyyyy huhu. okaaaay getting out of topic here. il just stop here.


just some thoughts in my mind.

my crazy friends

THE NOOBS!!!

this is a super long delayed post. had our last class since 3weeks ago i think. our major, IB. and this is what they do in class. haha

first of all. check in the mirror. crazeeee girl showing her tongue.. and those 2.. i have no idea.. hahaah guess jade was looking at my mirror tooo!

nah nah. prof was teaching in front and this is what they do. chit chatting. hahaha

busying with i dno what. yeanyeon was sleeping eh? hahaha

SS session!! i covered her so that Prof cant see her SS. haha i like this pic though.

lalala~ this is a short post. heee. i love my friends :) they are the ones who coloured my life in UMS.

oh btw, they were chitchatting and SS moments, i was busy too! taking pictures of my surroundings. haha. so im guilty tooooo! its okay, it was the last class. Prof is awesome. shes cuteee. :)

a little bit of this, a little bit of that

this is gonna be a super duper random post! haha. now that my lappie isnt sot anymore, ive decided to post some pictures that ive taken about a week ago. im updating for the sake of posting the pictures that ive took haha else i wont be satisfied. anyway, this post will have a little bit of this that here and there. so yeah its a random one. haha



last week, or when was it i forgotten. anyway we had this healing rally at church with Bro Peter Truong and i invited my friend to go, PTL that he accepted Christ. picture below.

during the altarcall and people responded to accept Jesus as their personal saviour =D

yvonne's birthday was the day before and we surprised her with a birthday cake. and this pastor sang a song for her! how nice.. :)


then with rachel. playing drums. hahah great potential eh?

that was about the supernatural healing :) then .. err i forgot when again.. we, the girls and tecky chong was supposed to go for dinner and movie at CP but we missed the showtime. showtime at 750pm, reached at 8pm, so ended up we had McD for dinner and didnt watch the movie.

mountains of fries. tecky, sylvia, sandy, jade, cas, and mine.

after we had our McD, we went to citymall. walk walk walk den went to Old Town and had some drinks before we were sent home by mr tecky. haha only took one picture. how sad. hahah

jade, myself and cas. :)

and then that was the end of the outing. hahah last night after caregroup.. err caregroup was on saturday night. after our caregroup, torres sent ling ming and i back to IP, on the way to IP i asked them whether do they wana eat or not cz i didnt eat anything since the night before. super hungry and partially cz i slept at 6am, woke up at 550pm and cg pick up time was 615pm so i didnt have time to take my dinner. hahah. then mr driver said he thought of eating tong sui so off we went to Damai. haha that time was already 940pm i think.

my mango pudding. RM2.20.

his siu pao. RM0.90 each.

and i ate porridge too. unfortunately not the super famous porridge, eventhough the shop was just opposite but since we were at the tong sui place so i just ate the infamous porridge, despite d fact that the super yummylicious porridge shop was just opposite us. haha. porridge was so so..

and then we went back around 11, thank God we managed to reach IP before 11pm, so he can still drive in and drop me off in front of my house. heheh.

and today, had shepherding at cool city bistro. my dinner was this...

Sweet and Sour Chicken Rice @ RM5.00

i like. its yummyyyy.

and last but not least, me with my crazy hair. was too bored during exam period/studying session and so i tied my hair and left it overnight so then the next morning when i untie my hair, it turns out to this.

huhu. crazy hair. i was too bored. forgive me. haha.

i know i know. straight hair suits me better. :)

and thats d end of my post. see i told ya its a super random post. hahah. wait for my upcoming post! loves :)

how do u know that he loves u?

i came across this blog and saw this, so ive decided to post it here too. heheh heres the blog. > here

signs that he loves u. how do u know if that person that u like, likes u in return? hmm or should i say love.. here it is.. some words from the experts. haha :)

1. He tells you

If he says those three words and says them often, count yourself lucky. A lot of men assume that their women know they're loved and don't really tell them often enough. If he realizes your need to hear him say he loves you, and he means every word of it, he's truly one of a kind. A man may not say the actual words but imply as much when he tells you how fortunate he feels to have you in his life.

2. He shows you

Some men aren't exactly good with words and expressing their feelings. But they choose their own avenues of expression. This kind of guy does things, little or big to show you how much you mean to him. That may include ordering take-away when he thinks you need a break from cooking or taking the kids off your hands so that you can have some time to yourself. Yes, you may need to hear the words from him, but have you never heard that 'actions speak louder than words?'

3. He makes you feel special

And then there's the man who's always trying to keep the romance alive. He brings you flowers or wakes up extra early to bring you breakfast in bed. He's always going out of his way to make you feel exceptional.

4. He's happy around you

He sometimes foregoes time with his guy friends just to be with you. It may be because you've been feeling particularly low or you haven't spent enough time together lately or just because he feels good to be with you. If he can't get enough of you it's a sure sign that he's got it bad.

5. He listens to you

We're not talking 'You command, he obeys'. But when you're talking, he's genuinely interested in what you're saying and gives you his undivided attention. He looks at you (not at the television blaring in the background or the newspaper in his hand), responds appropriately and gives you the idea that he's really concerned about your concerns.

6. He compliments you

He notices when you make an effort with your appearance and appreciates it. He tells you which things suit you and add to your look. It always feels great to dress up but when he looks up admiringly and tells you so, you know you matter.

7. He takes care of you

If he babies you when you're sick and nurses you back to health, you can be pretty sure you've got a good thing going. If your comfort level is so high that you can look most miserable and still be secure enough in his love, you've got it made. Marriage vows don't include the "In good times and bad, in sickness and health" clause for nothing. Rose, a high-flying career woman, recalls the time she was suffering from a stomach infection and feeling wretched. "I was running a high fever and feeling like my stomach was turned inside out. The only thing that made me feel like I should hasten my recovery was Marvin, my boyfriend. He was like a guardian angel. He soothed my fevered brow and held the bowl while I puked my guts out. If ever I had any doubt about his undying devotion for me, it was quelled at that instant."

8. His friends and family respect you

Sometimes you can gauge how a man feels about you from the way his circle of friends and close family behave around you. If they hold you in high regard, you can be sure he's been telling them just how happy he is to have you in his life.

9. He appreciates your worth

Sometimes men choose more indirect ways of expressing their true feelings. He may not actually tell you he loves you or even do anything special. But he may tell you how proud he is of your achievements or what a good mother you are or even how well you run the house. You may even find him praising you to the skies to family or acquaintances.

10. He asks for your opinion

When important decisions are at stake, either concerning him or both of you jointly or even the kids, he doesn't just go ahead and do what he thinks is right. He asks for your advice and not just for the sake of it. He often considers it and may even go by it. Or if he doesn't, he tells you why he didn't.

11. He takes your feelings into account

If something upsets you concerning his family or friends, he tries to see your side of it. He feels for you and even if he's seen you cry a thousand times before, he still tries to make you feel better and has that tissue box at hand.

12. He's interested in what you want too

Let's say you're both watching television and you want to watch Oprah, while he'd like to catch Arsenal v/s Chelsea. You know how men are where football is concerned! If he lets you watch your choice of program, not just grudgingly but because he loves to see you happy, you've got a winner. And if he actually sits through it just because he wants to be by your side, you know he's a goner!

there you go. now u can start searching for a friend who has been doing all these to u.. haha. and u might just find out that he loves u! :)

loves.

SYLVIA SHIM SIAU YUN ~

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MISS SYLVIA SHIM aka supervia aka hiaoest girl. hahaha.

she had her pretty moments..

and not so pretty moments... ahhaha

got to know her from hilda, during our first year. we have been through 3 sems together and still being crazy as ever with sandy n jade. she is also fond of p.....t.. hahahaha. this is just a short post for her.

spent loads of time with her and all of us are always together huahua the 4 sampats. shes the leader of this crazy group ahhaha. and she brings us around too. thank God that she drives her car everywhere she go. so we can tumpang. ONLY IN UMS. ahahah since i stay super far away from UMS so apart from UMS and KF, no other place can tumpang liao. haha. oh btw her birthday was on the 4th november. :)

and her datin moments.. haha at pulau manukan. picture without jade, replaced by casandra. ahhaha

lastly, picture of her getting ready for boxing. hahaha.

recently at our family day.

see, we had so much beautiful moments together, from her pretty moments, to not so pretty moments and also to cool style, which is so not her style and also to datin style. suits her perfectly! hahah.

muaks love her :)

p/s: after exam were gonna go celebrate wohooo. =D

crazyyyy

i met some crazy people just now. have no idea whats wrong with them..

i slept at 6pm just now til 9pm. didnt take my dinner and i just went to bed, so after i woke up, felt hungry but no food. dn wana eat maggi again since i had maggi for lunch and felt like wana puke after eating maggi hahah. then chatted with toby and apple.. said i was hungry hahah n got no food to eat. will find some biscuits to eat later. and suddenly apple said shes coming to my place in 10 minutes to bring me go eat. den i said i dont want.. late dy dn wana go out liao.. but she said wait for her. then toby said that hes about to leave the house soon. aihss i said dont want oo.. so then they didnt reply me. i didnt really think that they would really come to my place ahahha.

until my roomie came up and said, debra ada kawan ko ka di bawah.. and i was like o.O they really came??! hahah then apple asked me to change clothes and ready to go out eat liao. i was like ..... haha since they came dy so i just went. went to the 24 hour indian shop. just near the KFC. and i ordered the fried mee.. food wasnt nice me no likeyy. im very picky anyway. hahah den apple ordered roti canai and toby js ordered teh tarik.

then there was 3 guys who was sitting opposite of me. and just directly infront of me. apple was wearing mini shorts as usual and this one guy-malay guy i suppose- kept on staring at her legs and i was so disgusted i tell u. omg i was the only one who saw that, obviously cz i sat facing them and heck IF U SAW HIS EXPRESSION WHEN LOOKING AT HER LEGS, U WOULD FEEL LIKE SLAPPING THEM IN THE FACE OR THROWING ONE WHOLE PLATE OF FRIED MEE ON HIS FACE!!!!

it was like sooooooooo disgusting and his face was like NEVER SEE PRETTY GIRL'S LEG BEFORE. SAKAI!!!!!!!! i was so pissed off cz HIS FACE IS LIKE FREAKING HIAOOOOO and so sakai omg i felt like giving him a big slap on the face! and its not just once, its soooooooo many freaking times. whenever he has the chance he would see and not just see but STARE AT HER LEGS OMG.

and was eating halfway, toby kinda turned and looked at those guys and one of the guys asked him 'kenapa' i think. and toby didnt understand so he just ignored i think.. then they both just asked me to ignore them and just continue eating.. but i was too disgusted. haha

and so those who know me would know that if people do that to me or my friends i would give them the disgusted look and then you would feel like slapping me too. hahaha. yea cz i stared back at them! and they obviously would know that im staring at them. then while i was eating and staring at him, toby and apple was like, what happened to me.. hahah i told them they guy behind kept staring at her legs and i dont like ahhahah. and they laughed at me =.="" cz they said my expression was so funny when i stared at them. hahah. haishh. stupid people la those maniacs that stared at her legs.

i mean, hello even if u wana see her pretty legs, DONT LA BE SO OBVIOUS!! that was like staring and not seeing like some kind of maniacs omgosh. anywayyyy then i had no appetite to eat already since those yucky people stared at my beautiful friend's legs. aihhss then headed to the counter to pay and apple paid for me too heee thanks love :) and i felt guilty for not finishing the food. haha.

then we went to the car and those 2 guys suddenly came too. and said something to toby i didnt hear that .. i think i heard him saying maaf = sorry. so toby turned to me and asked me what did he said, asked me to translate for him. i just told the guy that toby dn understand BM cz hes from China and i asked him why.. then he just replied, oh tiada .. = oh nothing..

wth? so what are u guys doing standing there? then they didnt say anything after that and just stood there doing nothing and then toby went out from the car, as if was about to fight anytime soon. i asked him to get back in the car, in case they really wanted to fight or something. but he just refused and he just stood there in front of them. i mean, he is tougher than them obviously but u just dont wana mess with those people there. they might just ask the whole kampung people to go and bash you up!

then i just asked toby to get back in the car, repeatedly for i dno how many times, was really scared at that time though. and i just told them, sorry we are in a rush. but they just ignored me? and just stand there for I DUNO WHAT REASON! CRAZY FELLAS. then i asked toby to just close the door and zoom off. toby was kinda reluctant to go off though, seems like he was ready to fight ahhah. then we zoomed off and then those guys went off too.

and off we went~ they sent me back. and i felt guilty. i suppose this was the first time they encounter such thing. =.= sorry =D it was prolly my fault too for staring at those people. but i just couldnt help it.

tell me, there are those people who stares at ur friend and look extremely HAMSAP CHIKOPEK and also shen jing bing and ur not mad?? of course you would be mad helloo??~~~!! so in conclusion, i met CRAZY PEOPLES TODAY.


hahah okay enough of my craps. just dont mess with those people here. hahah. u will never know what they are up to.


oh and btw, apple and toby are from China. international students, they are really nice peoples :)

can you?

can you really trust a person?

confused..

yea im confused. i have no idea who was i chatting with .. err its just .. very.. weird.. ermm just uncomfortable.. err. i have no idea how to say it. since both are staying at the same place, its weird to just chat with both of them.. i have no idea what am i saying.. just here to blurt out those confusing things that are in my mind. hhaha.

i wonder if i talk too much/nag too much, people would think im nagging and feel "fan" with me or not. hahah. cz i realised i nag alot. oh no.. im not even 21 yet! ahhaha. anyway i dont wana talk so much liao dont wan people to drift awayyyy from me cz of my naggyness hahaha.

yea il be having OB, organizational behaviour exam later at 2pm, been tryin to study since about 10pm just now, its now 430am and .. i didnt really start studying. i have 2 journals to read and understand as there will be 2 questions on the journals and i have no idea what to crap later on. not sure whether will they give the journal or not, else really cant crap without the journal. aihs. besides 2 journals to read, i have 7-8 more chapters to read for the MCQ part. huhu. gonna pass out anytime soon. i hope i can sleep before 8am.

okay il poof to study liao. bb.

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my heart just feels so .. sad. im moody. im feeling emo. at this time. when final exam is approaching. and this is what happens.

suddenly felt like the whole world just collapse on me..

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MISS CHLOE CHONG YEN LING~!~

today is my dearest love's birthday.. her name is chong yen ling. she is very siasoi. ahhahah. and she always bully me, til i got bruises all over my body. but i still love her. cz she is a geek and i forgive geeks ahahhaha. kidding la.



HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!!!!

be smarter each and every day cz i know that is what u want most, since ur so kiasu hahhaha.



how did i know her? through her friend/my friend sylvia shim!! i forgotten how did i actually got to know her/how did we actually got this close ahhaha. forgive me for my poor memory. this girl is taking accounting in UMS. only smart people take accounting cz i hate accounting to the max! ahahha

btw she is ONE CRAZY FAN OF DORAEMON. EVERYTHING DORAEMON. SEE HER FACE OSO LOOK LIKE DORAEMON!!!!

haha i am so glad that God has sent me a wonderful friend here, eventhough shes so sampat at times, just like us hahah yet she can still be so smart! can i have quarter of ur brain please??

muaxxxxxxxxx i know u love me tooo. :) and were gonna celebrate our birthdays after our exams! wohoooo =D

healing service~

yea as i have mentioned in my previous post, my church had a healing service today and wooah loads of people went! my friend went too.. PTL! :)

as usual, IP was the first batch to depart, as in the earliest. haiz. today they fetched at 750am cz its a special service today so they had to pick up twice. as usual, IP was the earliest. friend and i went with the ushers.. as usual again, turned round round to polytechnic then to campus then to church.. super long journey as usual.. hahah. reached church about 830am. service start at 10am so i went for breakfast and sat til 9am. after breakfast we went back to church and sit.. haha. sunday service as usual. super loads of people.

responded for wanting to know God's vision in my life, prayed and prayed and prayed. after those, bro peter truong called for those who needed physical healing and then praise the Lord that more people has been healed!

there was this friend who was deaf and after prayer, he can hear some noises and slowly he was able to hear. PTL for that. another one was a sister from the BM congregation, she had some hearing problems. and she responded for it although she said that she doubted that she can be healed. but she still responded for it. and as she prayed and we prayed for her, she slowly felt the power and sounds are being heard louder than before. and as we prayed more and more, she felt that she was able to hear clearly! amen! praise the Lord~

then after service we had our lunch in church, sold lunch pax which i dont like and d food wasnt what i like, fyi im very choosy when it comes to food. hahah so i ended up eating chicken wings and a bit of sausage with abit of rice. after lunch, stayed for SLM which was like another meeting conducted by bro peter truong til about 2smth. waited for transport til 3smth. and i thought we will go back first, we were in the same van as those poly students and they passed by IP .. sent those poly students back first .. haiz.. so we sat in the van for another 20 minutes, finally 4pm i reached my room. felt super tired.. IP is always the earliest to reach the church and the latest to reach home.. haiz..

anyway, the Holy Spirit was indeed in our presence this morning and God has demonstrated his wonderful power to each of us this morning. He has indeed touched our hearts and we were able to experience Him :)


i thank God for He has used me.. i thank God that he has a wonderful plan for each of us. it is not by accident that i brought my friends over to the healing rally last friday. but it was God's plan. :)

healing rally~

i just came back from healing rally .. with bro. Peter Truong back in KK.. it was awesome!! i invited my friends to go and praise the Lord that God has touched his heart and he has finally opened his heart to accept Jesus as his personal saviour. i pray that God will continue to guide each of us to be more and more christ-like. people were healed too! physically and emotionally. sis fong was healed, her knee was painful from a self-accident and she couldnt jump. and after prayer, she was healed! there was another friend, just had operation on his head and so he couldnt balance/couldnt walk properly. after prayer, he was healed too! PTL!

more healing, more miracles is going to happen this sunday, as we will be having our healing service. :)


God's power is just too awesome. nothing is impossible with God. ~ =D

finals!~

my final exam is next week!!

here's my exam schedule..

3/11 Managerial Accounting

4/11 Organizational Behaviour

6/11 Macroeconomics

10/11 Entrepreneurship

12/11 Introduction to International Business

13/11 Statistics for Business and Economics

16/11 Japanese

seeeeeeee! can peng liao now.. my first week totally killed me. MA and macro. i have no idea what d heck is MA about.. MA is the father of basic accountings! i died in accountings so how do u think i can manage MA?

i just photostated my intro to IB book 2days ago. hahaha super last minute. and my prof said that we can bring in books and notes. and for sure the questions wont be related to the books, since its open book exam so d questions definitely wont be easy.

and also my japanese. sigh! i cant remember the vocabs. having a hard time dealing with it. prolly i didnt put much effort and love into japanese language. ....

but anyway, after the exam, were gonna go have fun! celebrate our 21st birthdays! yohoo. ling's birthday on the 1st, sylvia's on the 4th and mine on the 20th :) gonna have fun =D

FAMILY DAY!~

monday i went to my course's family day at kundasang area. well i think its somewhere there, near ranau too. dont really know the exact place. just assume its at kundasang. ahha. so, monday morning i had my japanese presentation, and so we took the last bus to kundasang. 2 buses left at 1230pm, and ours departed from SPE at around 2 i think. oh and the place would be cold so they asked us to bring our jackets. :)



damn bored in the bus hahah about 20+ people in the bus i think. but our seniors did entertain us with their singings and laughters. haha. so we reached about 3pm i think. or almost 4. or almost 5. ish whatever la i cant recall. hahah. due to the destination that we were going was way up the hill and the road was super steep, the bus couldnt go up and so we had to walk ALL THE WAY UP.

see the main road right down at the end? thats where the bus stopped and dropped us down. walao see how far did we climbed up??!! and this was only half way!

pose for my cam :)

scenery..

our sampat faces. ahahhahaha. wasnt ready for the cam and sandy just snapped!

performance by our mr president, yahiz. hes the one lying on the floor. hahaha

sandy, aen and i :)

that was the first day, our programme ended about 12am. then about 12something, we went downstairs with the guys to play mafia game. haha. i was blur at first and i thought it required some running or whatever but then i saw then holding cards. hahahah. then i know. its the killer, police and citizen game. hahaha was quite fun thou. although we all converse in mandarin. hahah well what to do, theyre all from China except the 5 of us. haha thank God i was still able to understand. haha. played til about 230am then we went back to our rooms.

i took my bath and washed my hair cz smelt like BBQ.. hair, clothes everything. eww. ahahha and everyone of them just went to bed with that smell. hahaha so by the time i finished my bath, they all were on bed dy and lights were off :( i cant sleep without light. and so cz my hair was still wet, i sat down on the floor and waited for my hair to dry. by the time my hair was 80% dry, it was 4am and i went to bed. hahah.

woke up at 630am to see those people going for aerobic lesson hahaha. the aerobic instructor was toby. and he did nothing like aerobic hahah. since hes a B-boy so he taught them basic steps of breakdance. cool!~ haha.

next we had breakfast then treasurehunt time! were all AJKs so we didnt play ahha phew, instead we just took care of each stations.

apple and i. pointing at toby, the aerobic instructor. haha

i like this. haha standing on the bed and pose. jade and i with apple. :)

and finally the imcomplete girls group picture..

8 of us stayed in one room. excluding aen, the one on the right. and another girl missing is none other than the photographer miss ong siew kei. awww.

last but not least, the four of us :)

loves.

outcast. im so far from them hahaha.

came back home about 430pm just now and slept from 730pm to 1030pm. haha and here i am. awake now. :) on the way back was sooooooooooooo damn cold! it was raining and then when i woke up, my friend said, u know what was the temperature just now? i was like, uh no.. she said only 15degrees!~ omg.. haha no wonder i slept half way felt so cold! ahha

overall, i had fun =D for more pictures, do check out my facebook. hee friends only thou. there are like 100++ pictures that was in my phone, from everyone's camera. haha. do come over to Sabah sometime, its a really nice place. :)

loves.

:)

lingling said i didnt update my blog for so long dy. yea i agree. since wednesday.. and its now sunday dy.. hahhah. i wanted to update my blog with pictures in my phone. but somehow i think there's some problem with my phone or lappie. i think its my laptop..

i plug in pendrives n my usb, then it say i must format it before i can use. so is it pendrives n usb or lappie problem? most probably its my lappie. sigh so i cant post entries with pictures :( and my lappie got no bluetooth...

i duno wat to post actually.. its 5am..

i went to little italy with sis justnow. and rach. 3 dishes for 2 person and a baby. RM60. dang expensive. and i ate til... super full. while my sis ate caesar's salad til full haha. cz i dont really take vege so she had to eat most of it.. and i ate most of the pasta.. zzz super full. but just now around 1am i felt hungry again. nothing to eat, i just ate my biscuits that i brought. hahah.

final exam is in a week's time! what have i done? nada.

monday coming soon. my japanese presentation is on monday.. then afternoon i will go to kundasang area for my IB family day.. 2days 1 night. hope it will be fun fun and fun! wednesday will have a revision for our statistics class. then left thursday to sunday to study.. tuesday will have my first paper, the killer subject. haizzzzzzz

freeee~

its 5.55am now and i declare that i am free from all those freaking assignments!!!

i hope theres no more assignments that i have left out???

nap timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

freaking class at 9am.

headache. and im freaking hungryy.

goodniteee.

tulan-ness!

today sucks eh seriously. haiz.

woke up 11am. very early. cz class at 2.

ling called me ask me wana go lunch onot. talk talk talk end up say go bayu eat. den she said sandy say can go 1b, since her original plan was to go 1b for lunch. i said ok.

offered to help ragu to print his assignment using my printer cz he said KF charge damn expensive for printing. RM1 for 1 coloured page. 60sen for black and white. walao. mahal le. den i printed the coloured page first, dang 5 FULL pages of coloured one. terus habis ink. swt. the black ink finished. thank God i still have extra, so i refilled. then here comes the problem and tulanness. the ink somehow bocor or whatever and canot print. tested quite a few pages but still cacat. wtf. my whole hands full of the black ink dy. so i decided to print the rest at cc. then i went, and walaoooo the colour page they charge RM1 each toooo!!! damn mahal. but of course his assignment cost much cheaper cz i printed out 5 coloured pages dy and i charge him way cheaper. haha.

and so i tulan again cz i cant go 1b dy, by the time i finish printing, it was about 115pm so i told ling im not going, asked her to tapau McD for me. den ok lo, i went to wait for the bus.

once i was about to reach the bus stop, this bike came and pit pit pit at me, =.="" mr security, the most kepo one of all the securities. sigh. heres our conversation.


him: amoi apa yang kamu pakai?? (what are u wearing??)

me: huh? *looks at myself*

him: tidak boleh pakai macam itu di campus! (raising his voice lagi wtf) (cant wear that in campus!)

me: huh? (then i was like ooooo, i found out the reason why he said that, cz my shirt is stretchable type and its just chun chun before my jeans, so when i walk, of course the shirt would go up and can see small little part of my body)

him: matrix card mana?? saya mau tengok! (wheres ur matrix card, i wana see!)

me: ha? saya balik rumah tukar boleh?? (ha?can i go back and change?) *sigh i dont wan him to write down my name and matrix again else he would blacklist me again so i LPPL said that* chickennn!!

him: ahh cepat balik rumah tukar! (hurry go back and change!)

me: *damn tulan and walked all the way back to my house*


then i heard him and his stupid bike following me back to my place. walao eh. den he reached the guard house near my lorong and he told the other guard to watch what i wear later. WTF BETUL. ma de i very tulan eh.


oh fyi that was the 2nd time he caught me. first time was wearing a SKIRT BELOW KNEE. read here. kns....

KANASAI EH OTHER PEOPLE WEAR MINI SKIRT DIN SEE U CATCH THEM. I WEAR SHIRT AND JEANS PUN KENA! tmd betul. kns. WHO THE HECK WOULD WANA SEE ME AHHH?? JUST REVEAL ABIT OF MY FATS NIAAAA SUMORE ITS NOT THAT I REVEALED MY BOOBS not that i have big ones anyway OR WEAR SHORT SKIRT THAT REVEALS MY FAT THIGH!??!!!

WALAOOOOOOOO I WEAR TSHIRT AND LONG JEANS STILL NOT ENOUGH KAAAAAA. really very tulan.



that ends my post. i have nothing else to continue since that was like the maximum of my tulanness of today. kns.

300th post.

just so happen that i saw i have 299 posts, and now im about to post my 300th post, its kind of emo post. bear with me.


have you ever felt
this way where u felt so out of place?
where you thought that you have someone,
and that you have someone to share your problems to,
and suddenly
everything isnt there anymore.
once u thought u have everything,
and now u have nothing.
you would just feel that
ur just a parasite,
trying to cling onto something
which doesnt even want you
to cling onto it..

when you need him/her
u would want them to be there,
even when ur facing difficulties or happiness,
we want to share it with them,
but
when he/she doesnt need you,
he/she wouldnt even find you
the only reason
when he/she will find u is that
when they need you.

these feelings
other people wouldnt know,
unless you..
experience it for yourself.
then you would know..
how the other person feel.


just some thoughts that came across my mind..

new entertainment!

yo MFBBT ended few months ago, and now theyre back! i mean, not all but .. yeah some of them. its the new show!! woohooo i have new shows to watch now. hehe. its 我愛黑澀棒棒堂! instead of 模范棒棒堂 or 我愛黑澀會.. they came up with this new show. heeee. i likeeee. new version of MFBBT!!

heres the link to the first episode > here

its really nice to see all of them again. well not everyone but .. still those faces. i miss MFBBT. :D and i really like the dance/chemistry between hong shi and wei yu. the dance is like SOOO HOT! wohooo. haha

well i just finished the first episode. still loading the 2nd episode but i have no idea why the line is so sucky suddenly. loads super slowwwww. ehmm.


go watch!!! highly recommended :)


ya right i still have to continue on with my assignments. ba. BYESSSS.