This. Is all I'm feeling right now. 

I do not know where to go, what to do. All I can see, is that word up there. Currently still at crossroads. I am a very very indecisive person, I usually just go-with-the-flow and now I have to make decisions on my own. 

Lord, please help me, for You are the One that makes all things possible. And that only happens when I seek You with all my heart.