31st December 2011.

Hello all, finally, its the last day of the year. This year seems to pass really fast, with many events happening and a huge transition in my life. So, as the tradition goes, I will do a recap of what happened in this whole year. Just as you may have realized, this year I don't blog as much as I used to. I guess I was too caught up with stuffs in life and that I did not have time to update my blog.

I wanted to do like what I did for the past two years (reading back my old entries for the whole year but apparently I didn't blog much in 2011, plus most of the entries are crappy ones) so, yeah no what-happened-from-Jan-Dec thing this year. Huge transition, my so-called most unwanted time of my entire life has finally arrived in 2011. That, is another phase in life - THE WORKING LIFE. There was never a time when I really thought about what am I going to do in the future, what do I want to be (remember our teachers in school used to ask us what is our ambition in the future?) - and my answers would be - A TEACHER. Hahaha it was one of the most popular answers back then. All I ever thought about was to just go with the flow - from primary school, to secondary school, then to form six, and then pursue my degree in local university and finally start working. Because that was what happened in the family, my sisters did that, and so I thought I will do the same. Which I did. Even up to when I was supposed to choose the course for my university, I didn't know what I want. And again went with the flow. I just took everyone's advice and turned it to my own decision. And now, I have finally graduated and stepped into the most horror time of my life - the working life. I guess its the most horror time of my life is because I just didn't want to grow up. I just wanted to be a kid, with no worries at all.

The whole of 2011 was like a two different world for me. First half of the year I was still a student enjoying my life with my friends and live a carefree life. The second half of the year was a big change for me when I finished my studies and came back to Kuching for good. I am now working, experiencing the real working world for approximately four months now, which I am not so happy about but I chose to work here anyways just because I love the people here - they are very nice. My life has changed 360. I am no longer able to sleep in the morning and wake up in the evening anymore. I have more worries in life, more stressed up than ever. And the worst thing is I work until late every single day and my work is still not done. Guess that is where I am supposed to grow up and be more matured, try to manage my time (yes that's what people ALWAYS tell me) and just enjoy life as it is.

Well, at least I went for a vacation before I started my next phase in life. The vacation was good, I truly enjoyed it. Read more of my vacation here.

SAWADEEKAAAAA :)

I have gained so much experience in life, during my university days and the working life. I can definitely tell you that we should always enjoy our student life - not just being a nerd and study and get Dean's List but also to enjoy the student life because it is a once in a lifetime experience. Once we go past that, we don't get to experience it anymore. And for myself, I am still in the process of learning about life and everything else as I have just stepped into the real world. I would want this year to be a better year - who wouldn't want that?

And this, is me finally graduated. With a very proud-of-myself look. Well, I did survived 3 years of university.

All in all, 2011 is a year that is full of love, tears, sadness, separation, excitement, fear and most of all joy. I am also truly blessed to have met amazing people who came into my life. I thank God for the amazing ones. You know who you are. and YES, you are reading this now :)

So, 2011 is done. So what's next in list for 2012? Any new year resolution? I don't think I ever completed any of my new year resolutions so there's no point setting a new one - but I don't even remember my old ones! Crappylogy!

Well there are a few things that I would want to achieve in 2012.
1) Look deep inside me and search for what I really want, what God really wants me to do.
2) Always catch up with people that matters to me even when I am busy and be with people that I love.
3) Go travel!
4) More of travelling!
5) And travelling! (Before that I have to work save $ work save $ and work save $!)

Yup, that's about it. Nevertheless, 2011 has been a great year for me. Looking forward to 2012, the year of the GREAT DRAGON - fyi. its MY YEAR :)