The Journey.

Loneliness.
What I have always felt for the past few months.
Am I such a bad friend that I don't deserve to have a friend that stick with me for long?
Am I such a selfish person that no one wants to be my friend?

Friends let you know that you are not alone on the road of life.

Well, that statement doesn't fit my life, because I don't feel like I have one now.
Yes I am on the #foreveralone mode (where everyone keep on using it now).
Do I only deserve to have short term friends?
I don't know what has happened to me and you and you and you.

I know that friends might say I am always there. But sometimes, things changed and somehow it doesn't seem to be how it used to back then. And we, never knew the reason why. It just faded.Often we only realize how important it is in your life until it is gone. But when you try to get things back together again, it is just not the same anymore. It's probably I never knew how to be a friend to someone.


Friendship is the comfort that comes from knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren't.

♥ When you can't walk, God will walk for you. When you can't go on, God will lead the way & hold your hand. Take courage, God is with you.
♥ God's love never fails. Even when others do not love you or disappoint you, God will always love you & His love never disappoints! 


And now I have you, I pray that you will not be just another one who walks in and out. I know you won't. You are the one listening to every single complain that I make now, even when you yourself - feeling a little tensed because of work and others but you still make time for me. I love you. And you, though we don't see one another as often as we used to, I want you to know that I always love you and I treat you as my best friend, my true friend, a friend that I can always count on and I pray that I will also be the one that you can count on. We may be physically far apart, but I'm always thinking of you. And you, I've always felt that I'm just a secondary friend to you. Not the important one but just someone you'll find when you need to. Its okay, I guess I just never knew how to be a friend. 


I'm just being emotional. 


I know God loves me, because I am a child of God. That is what matters.