The Journey.

Loneliness.
What I have always felt for the past few months.
Am I such a bad friend that I don't deserve to have a friend that stick with me for long?
Am I such a selfish person that no one wants to be my friend?

Friends let you know that you are not alone on the road of life.

Well, that statement doesn't fit my life, because I don't feel like I have one now.
Yes I am on the #foreveralone mode (where everyone keep on using it now).
Do I only deserve to have short term friends?
I don't know what has happened to me and you and you and you.

I know that friends might say I am always there. But sometimes, things changed and somehow it doesn't seem to be how it used to back then. And we, never knew the reason why. It just faded.Often we only realize how important it is in your life until it is gone. But when you try to get things back together again, it is just not the same anymore. It's probably I never knew how to be a friend to someone.


Friendship is the comfort that comes from knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren't.

♥ When you can't walk, God will walk for you. When you can't go on, God will lead the way & hold your hand. Take courage, God is with you.
♥ God's love never fails. Even when others do not love you or disappoint you, God will always love you & His love never disappoints! 


And now I have you, I pray that you will not be just another one who walks in and out. I know you won't. You are the one listening to every single complain that I make now, even when you yourself - feeling a little tensed because of work and others but you still make time for me. I love you. And you, though we don't see one another as often as we used to, I want you to know that I always love you and I treat you as my best friend, my true friend, a friend that I can always count on and I pray that I will also be the one that you can count on. We may be physically far apart, but I'm always thinking of you. And you, I've always felt that I'm just a secondary friend to you. Not the important one but just someone you'll find when you need to. Its okay, I guess I just never knew how to be a friend. 


I'm just being emotional. 


I know God loves me, because I am a child of God. That is what matters. 

Expect the unexpected.

As I started a new chapter in life, little did I know that something unexpected happened to me in the least expected time.

I never would have thought I would have met someone like you. Never ever crossed my mind that you, would be someone important to me. Everything happened at a blink of an eye, everything seems so perfect but somehow it seems to be too good to be true. As time passes by, I know you are one of a kind. You are not afraid of being direct, in fact, you just don't seem to care about what people say. And you are, the meanest person I've ever met. You, are mean on the outside, but the inside of you is as fragile as a piece of glass. Little did I know, that this meanest person I've ever met, would be the one coloring my life right now.

You, are indeed different from anyone else. You think so much further ahead, you plan so much further. No one is perfect, you do not give up, you MAKE things happen. You, are not perfect either, but I know that you do the best in making all the imperfections perfect. I am truly blessed for YOU, who walked into my life at my most unexpected time of my life.

You have seen me at my worst, but you are still here with me. I know its not just merely words that you said, because you have showed me in actions, the way you treated me. For words without action - is dead. I may be just a young immature girl for everyone else, but I know I'm not JUST a little girl for you. No dates, nothing, everything just happened naturally - I know that this has never even crossed your mind as well. 

We laugh, we smile, we fight, we argue, we cry (okay maybe its just me), but at the end of the day, we are still happy together. I pray that God will guide us both together, love. 

I thank God for you. 

♥ :)